haven’t really been using this the past couple months, but i need a good rant.

okay, so basically, i started sleeping with this guy and everything was going great for a couple weeks and we were all cool, however he’s notoriously known for being a prick. and he is. we had a good time and i’m easy going and that but he’s just so fucking moody. i can’t really deal with him i think. i told myself i would keep emotions seperate, but i haven’t managed to do that at all. i now feel used, when it was me using him. it’s done now, so nothing can change, but i really cocked up. now it’s time for the ignoring game. OH HOW EXCITING.

need to stop picking dickheads, but they’re so much more interesting. and nice guys bore me.

i’m a dirty harlot.

celebrated my birthday in style by going out the thursday, friday and saturday.

THURSDAY

went to a club, got 2 numbers and 3 snogs. saw an ex, told him he’d miss the sex with me, danced the whole night away, got a macdonalds and threw it up 10 minutes later. i now have a date with one of my conquests.

FRIDAY

had a massive party, dj, bar and food. got horrifically drunk, fell over, danced till my feet hurt and then snuck away for some activities. felt up my ex boyfriends leg and kissed 4 people. NICE ONE.

SATURDAY

pub with my girls, skint - only had 1.50 to my name. bought drinks by telling everyone it was my birthday. leaving to crash a 50th birthday party somewhere in town, eating all the food there, kissing the guy i had a major crush on before he left and then attempting to down my litre of vodka - on an empty stomach. leaving the party, having activities, going to my friends for the after party. FINALLY going to sleep at 5am. waking up, driving home, NOW EATING TURKEY FUCKING DINOSAURS.

you’re only 18 once.